| Location | Plymouth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/02/1996 |
| Date of Death | 14/02/1996 |
| Visitors | 517 since 03/04/2008 |
| Creator |
Rose Marie
14th February 1996
Age 0
Family: mummy, Victoria19,Scott16, Kieran 5, Shannon and Lucy 13months
A much loved and wanted little girl died in mummy's tummy and born stillborn.
I was told you had died when i had my 20week scan. I had no idea what to do, I had already had your sister Victoria and your brother Scott. This wasn't supposed to happen!
I had to go home and wait 2 days and then return to be induced and bring you into the world. I was so scared and frightened. After you were born I had decisions to make that I wasn't ready for. One was did I see you. I decided not to because I didn't know what to expect. A decision i will always regret.
You were to have a post mortem,and a burial, It was a long wait for both.
You were laid to rest on 10th May 1996.
When i returned to the Hospital I was informed they had lost all your post mortem results but if i rang up the next day they would tell me them.
All i was told was that there was no cause of death found.
I had no closure
Then in 2005 I lost your brother Kristian and when I saw the consultant about his results I asked about yours.He found everything in my file. No one ever told me they had been found.
I still had no answers as they all were negative, you were perfect, but still died. I somehow felt better though, It was like you really did exist at last. In my mind you are at rest now.
Sleep well little girl,my little girl
mummyxxxxx
hello beautiful angel, hope you are having lots of fun up there with all those other gorgeous angels. i bet you have been playing in the snow today hope you wrapped up warm though. goodnight for now and sleep tight, sweet dreams sending my love always xxxxxxxx
hello everyone hope you are all ok sending my love always xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxx
a message from you angel
I Walk With You Mummy
I walk with you my mummy dear,
I'm always with you, always near.
Just look behind as steps you take,
And see my footprints that I make.
They're in your heart when you're asleep,
You feel me kicking when you weep?
I walk with you when you are sad,
But I am happiest when you're glad.
I'm never far away from you,
I'm here in everything you do.
I walk with you if you're in pain,
I steady and help you up again.
And when on earth God calls you high,
I'll light the way mummy, to His sky.
God says I'm a gift mum, purer than gold,
He sent me to love you until you grow old.
You're blessed with an angel from Him above,
You gave me life, and we give you love.
I walk with you for eternity,
I am your angel, mummy look at me!
Never regret your decisions
For Roses Mum,
Please know that I understand for my daughter was born sleeping too with just 2 days till due date. I just needed to let you know you are not alone in your decision. I did decide to see my baby because that is what was right for me & my partner at the time. And you did what you felt was right for you at the time. So dont have regrets eating away at you for the rest of time.... Your sweetheart baby know that you love her no more or less she is aware of the pain that has ripped through you and understands your decisions.
I hope this decision isnt what you dwell onand that the memory of you sweet baby will replace all regrets in time. Remember you dont need a picture to have memories. Think of the kicks and the heartburn, the pregnancy test results.... these are all memories too.
take care & lots of love
Emer - Dublin xXx
Gift of a child
I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine, he said,
For you to love him while he lives
And mourn for when he’s gone.
It may be six or thirteen years,
Or twenty-two, or three,
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for me?
He’ll bring his charm to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You’ll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I’ve looked this wide world over
In search of teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lane
I’ve decided upon you.
Now will you give him all your love
Nor think the labour vain
And hate me when I come to call
To take him home again.
I fancy that I heard them say
‘Dear Lord thy will be done,
For all the joy, this child will bring
The risk of grief, we’ll run.
We’ll shelter him with tenderness
And love him while we may
And for the happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
And should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We’ll brave the sadness that we feel
And try to understand.
The Gift of a child
Gift of a child
I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of mine, he said,
For you to love her while she lives
And mourn for when she’s gone.
It may be six or thirteen years,
Or twenty-two, or three,
But will you, till I call her back
Take care of her for me?
She’ll bring her charm to gladden you
And should her stay be brief,
You’ll have her lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise she will stay
Since all from earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I’ve looked this wide world over
In search of teachers true
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lane
I’ve decided upon you.
Now will you give her all your love
Nor think the labour vain
And hate me when I come to call
To take her home again.
I fancy that I heard them say
‘Dear Lord thy will be done,
For all the joy, this child will bring
The risk of grief, we’ll run.
We’ll shelter her with tenderness
And love her while we may
And for the happiness we’ve known
Forever grateful stay.
And should the angels call for her
Much sooner than we planned,
We’ll brave the sadness that we feel
And try to understand.
hello darling, hope you are having a lovely time up there in heaven with all your angel friends i bet you are i bet it's a lovely place better than the rubbish we have to live in down here. sending my love always x
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There is a place in every heart,
They call it Memory Lane,
Where thoughts of loved ones lost
Forever will remain.
God made this special place
When He first created man,
For He knew it would be needed,
As part of our life's plan.
He knew when loved ones left us,
We'd need some time to heal,
To come to terms with sorrow
And the loneliness we'd feel.
So when you lose a loved one
And your life is filled with pain,
The comfort of their presence
Will be found in Memory Lane.
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hello rose's family hope you are all ok and staying strong. sending my love always xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
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